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Post by Wickedstar on Aug 19, 2009 13:48:51 GMT -5
Blackheart padded out of the camp not looking back. She was going to be just fine. She then picked up her speed and then burst into a run. She loved the feeling of having the wind on her face and the smell of the woods going through her nose. She couldnt help but let out a smile. She hopped over logs and twigs and kept herself busy and went for a hunt.
In all she got two feild mice and a vole. She was very happy with herself. She closed her eyes and listened to everything that was going around her. She then opened her eyes and looked up at the sky. Clear. She loved it when the sky was clear and didnt have a little trace of a cloud up their. She then gave another smile and just thought she should go for a walk.
She padded through the forest and finally came to a river. She looked down into the river and saw her reflection. Have I changed at all ever since he had me? she thought. She then sat down and wrapped her tail around her paws and went deep into thought. What if he was still out their?Was he thinking about her? Did he still want her? So many questions raced in her mind. Maybe she should go backto camp, she wasnt very familier with this place of the forest yet it was shadowclan territory...yet knowing that she left still seeing him alive scared her. She got goosebumps all down her spine just thinking about him.
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Post by Magicheart on Oct 24, 2009 18:03:47 GMT -5
Trueeyes cleared his throat to announce his entrance. "Want some company?" he asked.
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Post by Wickedstar on Feb 16, 2010 11:14:22 GMT -5
Blackheart shot her head up and looked behind her and relaxed when it was trueeyes. She then gave a nod and mewed, "I would love some company Trueeyes, thank you" She then looked back down into the river and let out a sigh. It was so long since they both even had a talk. Yet it was nice to see him with her. At least someone liked having her back.
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Post by Magicheart on Feb 17, 2010 20:59:53 GMT -5
"Eclipsedstar was pacing a hole in the ground worrying about you. I told him I would check on you so that he doesn't drive you crazy." Trueeyes smiled softly. "Unfortunately, it may take him some time to realize that you're still a warrior and that he doesn't need to keep an eye on you nonstop. I wasn't sure how he was going to hold up after you disappeared and losing his mother and sister, but he has proven himself a dedicated leader." The tabby shifted his weight between his paws and closed his eyes. "I am sorry that you younger warriors have to face the same enemies we did. We should have won this battle long ago." Trueeyes shook his head, his large green eyes sad.
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Post by Wickedstar on Feb 18, 2010 17:16:12 GMT -5
Blackheart let her eyes slide away from the warrior as he spoke and sat silently and listened. "He always worries about me. I dont blame him. I missed this clan so much..I thought I would never be able to come back. I was so lost and scared..." she mewed.
She then looked at her paws and gave out a sigh and tears filled her eyes and mewed, "I was gone for a while because...Jag had me Trueeyes. He kept me at his clan and wouldnt let me go..I tried and tried to get out but he always had an eye on me and I think he started to love me in he making...he...I think he wanted to have kits... Tears then fell from her eyes and she shook her head.
"I want to tell Eclipsedstar I really do but....I dont know if I can Trueeyes. I dont want him to worry more, I know he can be protective of me of course he can, I love that he is, but he has a clan and always has had a clan to watch and take care of. I'm not his first priority trueeyes. He has so much to deal with and.." she sniffeled.
"Everytime I close my eyes I see Jag and reply everything hes done to me when I was with him.." she mewed. "If I tell Eclipsedstar I'm scared he wont want me anymore and run me out...I'm scared to even walk my own terriotry because im afriad he is still out their...and wants me and.." blackheart gulped and her whole body started to shake and she didnt know what to say. She looked at her friend in the eyes and whispered, "I'm so sorry..." She searched his eyes and mewed, "If he gets to our clan again hes gonna look for me and want me back, it wil be all my fault if he comes back here again...I'll feel responceable if any cat gets killed, it will e all because of...me.." Her eys filled with tears and she looked away from her warrior friend. She flattened her ears and cried softly to herself.
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Post by Magicheart on Apr 8, 2010 16:10:10 GMT -5
Trueeyes listened silently, his eyes full of sadness and his mind numb with the shock of what he was hearing. That Jag had wanted a non-fully black cat for his mate and that Blackheart had somehow escaped from Lostclan was nearly unbelievable.
"I think it may be good for your relationship with Eclipsedstar and for the morale of the clan to let them know you were captured by Lostclan and that you successfully escaped. It may help Eclipsedstar give you the time you need to heal and help you recover to know some of what you've been through." he fixed his large green eyes on her. "As for Jag...." he trailed off. "I fear that if Eclipsedstar finds out that Jag wanted to take you for a mate, he would be filled with the uncontrollable rage that his father, Pantherfang, had. I fear in his anger he would make foolish choices." Trueeyes closed his eyes and imagined the young Shadowclan leader challenging Jag to a fight, with or without the support of his clan.
"Knowing that you were with Lostclan will also alert the clan that there is danger of an attack, but I feel that they will be much more passionate about fighting for you after all you have been through, and more confident about victory since you, yourself were able to escape." Trueeyes closed his eyes for a moment and then opened them. "I will stay close to you during battle. I will do all in my power to not let them take you again." Trueeyes touched his tail to Blackheart's.
"I don't think there is a chance that Eclipsedstar would no longer want you. It is his sworn duty and honor to protect his clan and for his clan to come first, but in his heart, you will always be first to him." The tabby said confidently. "Starclan often walks in my dreams. When I was a kit, I was given signs that I should take the path of a medicine cat, but I turned my back on them. Maybe that is why I have lost so many potential mates....." Trueeyes sighed. "I will ask them when they come to me to help clear your mind of these traumatic events and to give you peace." Trueeyes smiled softly. "Is there anything I can do for you, Blackheart?"
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Post by Wickedstar on Apr 18, 2010 18:37:40 GMT -5
Blackheart looked at the tom as he spoke then carried her eyes out to the distant world. She gave a sigh and shook her head, "how do I tell him Trueeyes? how can I ever tell him? I love him so much and if we do go to battle again with them...I dont know if I'll be able to take it. I'm so scared to step one foot out of the forest and scared one day I wont wake up here...in shadowclan again. I cant sleep I cant eat...I want things to go back to normal... she mewed.
She looked down at her paws and thought about her leader and jag getting into a fight over her. A shiver ran through ehr body and she looked up at the sky and mewed, "I just feel like they are still watching me..and wantme back to lostclan...."
"I would do anything to protect Eclipsedstar. I love him a lot Trueeyes..I know he needs to know what happened to me...I'm just scared to go anywhere alone and the night scares me and..oh trueeyes...I pray to starclan their will not need to be a battle over me...of this clan with lostclan. It wont be worth it. Eclipsedstar should know but the clan? Its bad enough I remember everything of what he did to me...but now to re-tell everything?..I dont think I can do it.." she whispered as her yelow eyes fixed on the old warrir beside her.
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Post by Magicheart on Apr 22, 2010 17:15:07 GMT -5
Trueeyes sighed. "Your emotional wounds from Lostclan are still fresh. It will take time to heal them, and to be able to speak about them without feeling the pain and the fear of your experiences." Trueeyes meowed. "Maybe you can speak with Eclipsedstar and he can speak to the clan for you. You don't have to tell him everything at once, but I think that the clan needs to be alerted that Lostclan may attack." Trueeyes pressed up against Blackheart. "You are a shadowclanner, Blackheart. You are family. You are worth fighting for, just as any Shadowclan cat would fight for another." He said gently.
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Post by Wickedstar on Apr 27, 2010 18:11:18 GMT -5
Blackheart heard the warriors wise words and with that she felt him press up against him. She closed her eyes and took in his sent and was glad he came to talk. She then mewed, "I'll talk to him Trueeyes...I promise you I will.." She looked into his eyes and gave a soft smile.
"Lets go back to camp now, I dont feel very safe out here...." she mewed quietly searching around the forest. She then got up and padded quickly back home.
ooc: Will go back to the thread Rebuilding =)
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