Post by Naijinaxx on Jul 6, 2008 14:26:37 GMT -5
Solid white eyes gazed out blankly as they opened to the world... adjusting to the light around him, a gentle shimmer of reflection casting upon the retina.
Memories...[/i]
They continued to flood his mind, continued to scream at him, continued to lurch forward and grasp him by the throat, continued to hurt... the pain, the guilt, the sorrow. -How could he not blame himself... he did nothing, he only watched with disbelief as it happened... watched in... horror as the only dog he ever accepted as a father was killed before his very eyes.
He glanced at the pup as he swallowed his feelings down his gut, standing, Vernon curled up into a sleeping ball at his side. Tinuke' smiled, turning and heading out, the wind flowing through the fortress as it always did, early, about six in the morning. He walked through the gates entering a small field, the entrance to the Sacred Grounds, from which he lifted his leg and released a spray.
A guard came up to him, a Shiba Inu, red fur, white chest, looking up at him.
How's it feel to be a hero?
The husky only swallowed, watching as the winds swirled around the flowers in the distant garden, casting them up into the winds as the pink pedals began to flutter, and for a mere moment, he thought they changed color... fading from a white, to a deep blood red.
Tinuke grinned, the voice of the master resounding in his head as though he were standing next to him once more. And he turned to face that poor dog, the very one who called him a hero... the very one who said they'd go down in legend.
A legend... a legend, is nothing more than another's words... a story, passed on from generation to generation. A person tells it, another person listens, and he -cherishes it, and once more, recites the story. Tinuke paused as he glanced up at the sky.
But a hero? -I'm no hero... he whispered harshly.
Never was... never will be, the only heroes out there, are the ones who are dead, or going to die. Courage is fear lasting only a moment longer. Now those who are dead, those who gave their lives a few days ago for what they believed in, bad -or-good, make no difference; no those... -those are heroes. he explained to the young dog.
Me? Tinuke glanced down at his paws, feeling heavy on the inside.
I didn't even know my name until I was two years old... he admitted, I'm just a middle-aged dog hired to do some wet work. he confessed, the young child looking at the husky blankly as he moved passed him without saying another word.
You're leaving today, right?[/i] the guard asked as he stood at his left.
As soon Ripper gets here, I'm gone. he smiled as he looked out to the horrizon.
Susuka, why don't you return to your post, give the leader and I, some time?[/i][/b] Tinuke heard words behind him, glancing first over his right shoulder, and then his left, landing his eyes on Jerome, the guard kreeping away to his post once more.
Come to patronize me again? he asked.
Tinuke... Jerome smiled as he glanced at his friend.
You still blaming yourself, after a week?
Can't be helped Tinuke whispered with a hoarse throat.
Jerome knew what he was going through, and guilt had a funny way of telling the truth. It had a way of pin-pointing long-suppressed emotions, had away to make the smallest of burdens into the heaviest. But with Tinuke, it was different. The Master, he was more than a father to him, he was an idol, someone who was always there, who bonded with him like no one else ever could. Who reached into his darkened and marred soul of tears, and blood, and pulled him out of the darkness, and into the light. Who encouraged him to become stronger when he was his strongest; who impelled him to succeed when failure was certain, who taught him everything he knew, from the day he was rescued, until that horrific day last week. And last week, had impacted him like the force of an atom bomb, a scream that was resounding from his inner-soul, silenced by the hiss of a knife.
Tinuke, it was Cherokee meaning "White Devil," a name that intimately defined who and what he was. Whether he be a coward, or the most glory of warriors on the field of battle today. Whether he be a lost and depraved soul, searching for a cause, or toiling with a cause, it no longer mattered. But the voice of the master was in him, his heart was in his heart; his causes, now with his; and his courage, was with Tinuke.
This journey will help, you know." Jerome said as he glanced at Tinuke with reassuring eyes.
No, it'll help him Tinuke said as he glanced at the sleeping Vernon, who was now sprolled out on his side.
Why do you continue to beat yourself up over this? Jerome asked, Tinuke turning to face Jerome with narrow pale eyes that bespoke pain and sorrow, how can I not? -I watched the attack happen before my own eyes! he shouted, his voice tearing through the silence in the fields.
-He saw the fray of the battle, blurred apparitions amongst the chaos, the blood as it sprayed in all directions, eyes lit with fire as he continued to push through, blind to what was in desperate need of his attention, landing his eyes on the massive New Foundland as he slashed the master's throat as though it were nothing more than paper, the master turning as he fell, to face his attacker in utter confusion, and disorientation, landing in the grass upon his back with a tremendous impact that froze the whole battle...
You...?![/i]
Tinuke opened his lids, tears running down his left eye as they adjusted to the light once more.
And in shock... fear... I did nothing... he closed his eyes once more.
MMMMMAAAAAAASSSSSSSSTTTTEEEEERRRRRR! The voice tore through the battlefield like a reaper, it's tone, haunting, and fluctuating, like a ghost, an apparition, a vision of a long and dark shadow. An unguessed whisper upon deaf ears as all grew silent, all steady, watched the Master land with a slow, but heavy impact in the grass, an impact that pushed the air out, and sent it along the grass in a manner of a wave, the thud of the crash beating away at everyone's ears as though it were a drum.
Jerome! -What are YOU DOING!? Tinuke had screamed, blocking his way without saying a word, tears too in his solid eyes.
"You'll only be fighting on rage, and anger... a short-lived source of energy... when it runs out, so do you..." -Jerome had whispered to him like a personal coax than anything else.
"Let the fool run... let the gods caste their judgment upon him... he chose his own path, let him be the one who has to live with the curse of being a murderer."[/i]
We all make mistakes, Tinuke. Jerome said as he laid down at the shadow of the gate.
What else can we do? -It's how we learn. There are some things that we arn't meant to stop, Tinuke. Jerome paused as he glanced at him with his peripheral.
You couldn't stop your child-master when his parents told him to leave you behind during the evacuation... you couldn't stop Thunderhawk from launching his insurrection here, and by the name of Sirius himself, -that you wouldn't have been able to save the Master. Fate has a funny way of laughing in our faces, brother. Jerome coaxed with a harsh whisper.
You going to be able to take care of these guys while I'm gone? Tinuke asked as he turned to face him, changing the topic.
Hopefully, being the next supreme master was the least I could ever expect... Jerome lowered his ears.
Hey, like you said, fate has a funny way of laughing in our faces, brother.[/i] Tinuke cocked his head to the right as Vernon finally awoke, opening his mouth and closing it as his eyes remained half-closed.
It was there that Tinuke stood, turning around to look after Vernon, smiling as he approached him.
Look who's awake? he nudged him over, the pup smiling as he continued to stretch out his legs, not in the mood to speak at the moment.
Memories...[/i]
They continued to flood his mind, continued to scream at him, continued to lurch forward and grasp him by the throat, continued to hurt... the pain, the guilt, the sorrow. -How could he not blame himself... he did nothing, he only watched with disbelief as it happened... watched in... horror as the only dog he ever accepted as a father was killed before his very eyes.
He glanced at the pup as he swallowed his feelings down his gut, standing, Vernon curled up into a sleeping ball at his side. Tinuke' smiled, turning and heading out, the wind flowing through the fortress as it always did, early, about six in the morning. He walked through the gates entering a small field, the entrance to the Sacred Grounds, from which he lifted his leg and released a spray.
A guard came up to him, a Shiba Inu, red fur, white chest, looking up at him.
How's it feel to be a hero?
The husky only swallowed, watching as the winds swirled around the flowers in the distant garden, casting them up into the winds as the pink pedals began to flutter, and for a mere moment, he thought they changed color... fading from a white, to a deep blood red.
In some cases, we have to discover just who, and what we are on the inside. With you Tinuke, you must learn who you are, for your heart remains clouded with hate. A hatred that cannont be allieved from words of love, but from being released.
[/size][/i][/font]Tinuke grinned, the voice of the master resounding in his head as though he were standing next to him once more. And he turned to face that poor dog, the very one who called him a hero... the very one who said they'd go down in legend.
A legend... a legend, is nothing more than another's words... a story, passed on from generation to generation. A person tells it, another person listens, and he -cherishes it, and once more, recites the story. Tinuke paused as he glanced up at the sky.
But a hero? -I'm no hero... he whispered harshly.
Never was... never will be, the only heroes out there, are the ones who are dead, or going to die. Courage is fear lasting only a moment longer. Now those who are dead, those who gave their lives a few days ago for what they believed in, bad -or-good, make no difference; no those... -those are heroes. he explained to the young dog.
They say the markings of a hero are written as time itself carries on, just like the slayer of the dragon, marred with sweat, blood and tears, wielding his sharpened sword, and his hefty shield, approaching the d**nation of a creature he was paid to kill...
[/i][/center]Me? Tinuke glanced down at his paws, feeling heavy on the inside.
I didn't even know my name until I was two years old... he admitted, I'm just a middle-aged dog hired to do some wet work. he confessed, the young child looking at the husky blankly as he moved passed him without saying another word.
You're leaving today, right?[/i] the guard asked as he stood at his left.
As soon Ripper gets here, I'm gone. he smiled as he looked out to the horrizon.
Susuka, why don't you return to your post, give the leader and I, some time?[/i][/b] Tinuke heard words behind him, glancing first over his right shoulder, and then his left, landing his eyes on Jerome, the guard kreeping away to his post once more.
Come to patronize me again? he asked.
Tinuke... Jerome smiled as he glanced at his friend.
You still blaming yourself, after a week?
Can't be helped Tinuke whispered with a hoarse throat.
Jerome knew what he was going through, and guilt had a funny way of telling the truth. It had a way of pin-pointing long-suppressed emotions, had away to make the smallest of burdens into the heaviest. But with Tinuke, it was different. The Master, he was more than a father to him, he was an idol, someone who was always there, who bonded with him like no one else ever could. Who reached into his darkened and marred soul of tears, and blood, and pulled him out of the darkness, and into the light. Who encouraged him to become stronger when he was his strongest; who impelled him to succeed when failure was certain, who taught him everything he knew, from the day he was rescued, until that horrific day last week. And last week, had impacted him like the force of an atom bomb, a scream that was resounding from his inner-soul, silenced by the hiss of a knife.
Tinuke, it was Cherokee meaning "White Devil," a name that intimately defined who and what he was. Whether he be a coward, or the most glory of warriors on the field of battle today. Whether he be a lost and depraved soul, searching for a cause, or toiling with a cause, it no longer mattered. But the voice of the master was in him, his heart was in his heart; his causes, now with his; and his courage, was with Tinuke.
"Give you my fang, the very spark that gives me life, the very fibre that holds us as one, to use upon your conquest. A journey not just for glory, but for you to know where it is you come from."
[/center][/i]This journey will help, you know." Jerome said as he glanced at Tinuke with reassuring eyes.
No, it'll help him Tinuke said as he glanced at the sleeping Vernon, who was now sprolled out on his side.
Why do you continue to beat yourself up over this? Jerome asked, Tinuke turning to face Jerome with narrow pale eyes that bespoke pain and sorrow, how can I not? -I watched the attack happen before my own eyes! he shouted, his voice tearing through the silence in the fields.
-He saw the fray of the battle, blurred apparitions amongst the chaos, the blood as it sprayed in all directions, eyes lit with fire as he continued to push through, blind to what was in desperate need of his attention, landing his eyes on the massive New Foundland as he slashed the master's throat as though it were nothing more than paper, the master turning as he fell, to face his attacker in utter confusion, and disorientation, landing in the grass upon his back with a tremendous impact that froze the whole battle...
You...?![/i]
Tinuke opened his lids, tears running down his left eye as they adjusted to the light once more.
And in shock... fear... I did nothing... he closed his eyes once more.
MMMMMAAAAAAASSSSSSSSTTTTEEEEERRRRRR! The voice tore through the battlefield like a reaper, it's tone, haunting, and fluctuating, like a ghost, an apparition, a vision of a long and dark shadow. An unguessed whisper upon deaf ears as all grew silent, all steady, watched the Master land with a slow, but heavy impact in the grass, an impact that pushed the air out, and sent it along the grass in a manner of a wave, the thud of the crash beating away at everyone's ears as though it were a drum.
Jerome! -What are YOU DOING!? Tinuke had screamed, blocking his way without saying a word, tears too in his solid eyes.
"You'll only be fighting on rage, and anger... a short-lived source of energy... when it runs out, so do you..." -Jerome had whispered to him like a personal coax than anything else.
"Let the fool run... let the gods caste their judgment upon him... he chose his own path, let him be the one who has to live with the curse of being a murderer."[/i]
We all make mistakes, Tinuke. Jerome said as he laid down at the shadow of the gate.
What else can we do? -It's how we learn. There are some things that we arn't meant to stop, Tinuke. Jerome paused as he glanced at him with his peripheral.
You couldn't stop your child-master when his parents told him to leave you behind during the evacuation... you couldn't stop Thunderhawk from launching his insurrection here, and by the name of Sirius himself, -that you wouldn't have been able to save the Master. Fate has a funny way of laughing in our faces, brother. Jerome coaxed with a harsh whisper.
You going to be able to take care of these guys while I'm gone? Tinuke asked as he turned to face him, changing the topic.
Hopefully, being the next supreme master was the least I could ever expect... Jerome lowered his ears.
Hey, like you said, fate has a funny way of laughing in our faces, brother.[/i] Tinuke cocked his head to the right as Vernon finally awoke, opening his mouth and closing it as his eyes remained half-closed.
It was there that Tinuke stood, turning around to look after Vernon, smiling as he approached him.
Look who's awake? he nudged him over, the pup smiling as he continued to stretch out his legs, not in the mood to speak at the moment.